I'm Number (N)one

Lately, I got a severe problem that I need to talk only with woman. The problem that rarely exist in my live, nevertheless, it's annoying very much. Since the only woman on earth, besides my mom of course, who know me very well is my ex-girlfriend, so she is the first one who listen my story. Today, this morning, I was texting her with certain question....not a complex one, but pretty simple one: "What is my main weakness, physically or personally (may both) at the first time of our meeting that could make people (especially woman) avoid me at certain circumstance?"

To be honest, her answer is awesomely stunning, successfully surprising me; she said (in English as well): "Actually, I saw you like a complete man... You have a dream, vision, passion, mission, goal and definitely u had a very pure and perfect affection for me. But you have 1 weakness that maybe you never realize it. You are little bit selfish and, fundamentally, you are "not to be outdone person". Every single (from the simple until the complicated one) opinion you have, people around you must be able to agree with you. * I admit that you have an ability to persuade people around you (whether they really follow you, or just because you seem like enforce them). Shortly I suggest that, you're a perfect man in your perfect world, just adapt yourself in the colorful world: start to understand people's feeling around you". Second after read it, I was completely speechless and stunning, kind of shock therapy. My ex is not a type of person that can say/write like that, but in fact, she able to say it very clearly for me, so I assumed that it is true whatever she said at that sms.

But then I'm thinking, till now, is that true? Is that true that I am a selfish man? Is that true that my "passion of domination" towards another playing so much times in my whole interaction time with another? Do I really have a deep-unconscious woman-dominating passion? If it true, then obviously, I am not a good man that not even deserve for any woman on earth, at least for now and recent times ago.

So I guess she's right: "...you're perfect man in your perfect world.." I might be a perfect man, but only in "my perfect world".... Yes my ex-girlfriend is completely true, I'm number (n)one.